I’m getting accustomed to the unknown. I have no idea when the bank will kick me out of my house. I e-mail my contact there and don’t get any response. My most conservative estimate is June 1. But it may be a little later. I don’t know when things will be settled between my ex-husband and myself. We are arguing over where our daughter will live once I have to leave my house. He’s also petitioned the court to throw me into jail and fine me for losing my home. The legal wrangling has no end in sight. I don’t know when I am going to be allowed to start the new chapter of my life, one where I am living back in the mountains, back on familiar territory, with my family.
With all that uncertainty around me, I am tackling the things I do have control over. I’ve begun the process of packing up the house. I am assigning my possessions to bins and boxes and piles labelled “Keep”, “Sell”, “Donate”. I have gone back to the library for research material, this time on book promotion. And I’ve spent the last two days listing every bit of inventory I have on Etsy and marking it down 50% in a sale that is meant to raise money for moving and legal fees as well as to help pare down what I will be taking with me.
So should you be in the market for a bag or skirt with pockets, some jewelry or a pencil roll, head to my Etsy store and you can find everything there 50%, no coupon necessary.
Over the last week or so I’ve been struggling to find the positive in life. News of people being killed, lions being poached, politicians being politicians and my country’s insistence on not addressing any of its problems has worn me down. Today I found out I’m not the only one. A friend on Facebook mentioned he was having a hard time finding positive things to share. He asked others to post something positive and the first few comments were of people searching and failing to find good things.*
I am making an effort here to list the good that has happened recently. This is mostly an exercise for myself. Perhaps it will give someone else a well-needed smile or boost.
- Since Enya passed, Trixie hasn’t been eating regularly. Before she would have to eat everything in her bowl on a schedule because a) Enya insisted on staying on schedule and b) Enya would finish her food and then go after Trixie’s if there was any still in the bowl. Now that she is an only dog, she seems to have taken to eating only when she feels like it. I can’t leave her bowl out with food because that is, indeed, how you get ants. The last couple of days I’ve taken to putting a bit of peanut butter in with her dog food and joint supplement, and that’s just the motivation she needs to eat as soon as the bowl hits the floor and finish everything.
- As silly as it sounds, the new IKEA catalog is out and that makes me happy.
- While our gardening exploits haven’t been as fully realized as we had planned we have still managed to harvest a modest amount of greens and herbs.
- Stephan loves his work and his work loves him.
- I went to the library on Sunday and spent almost three hours writing with minimal anxiety. This Sunday I am going to try it again.
- One of my dice bags was featured in a treasury on Etsy.
- Speaking of bags, I got my first order of Spoonflower fabric last week and made bags from it.
- I am going to the gym again.
- This .gif:
In the grand scheme of things a catalog or workout or dog isn’t much. They won’t make the world a better place overnight. What they will do, is shore up my ability to deal with the anger and sadness and frustration I experience every time I read the news. They’re what keeps me from flipping the world the bird and hiding in a bottle of Scotch until the rising sea levels drown us all. It is an element of self-care and it is important.
Tonight I am having a glass of wine and flipping through the catalog. Tomorrow I will wake up to more atrocities and fights and causes, some of which I will be able to feel like I can do something about.
I hope those of you reading this can find more good to offset the bad. It’s a rough world out there. Take care of yourselves and each other.
*Eventually his post was overflowing with good things, including a link to this Tumblr.
I promised I would make it a regular thing to blog about how much, or more accurately, how little we’re making from our creative endeavors. To that end, I present the report on our January earnings.
The numbers reflect our net earnings. In the case of Etsy sales that means less shipping and various selling fees. With regards to Midwinter, the net takes into account expenses for the booth, for getting to the convention, hotel costs, etc. On the plus side, we made almost three times what we did in December. On the down side, no one is getting rich off of this. I’d say we shouldn’t quit our day jobs, but …
We are closer to our goal of getting a new fan for the Jeep, though, almost halfway there. And we have a convention coming up in March that promises to be more lucrative. We’re only a month into this whole grand scheme, so I can’t really say if sticking to one or two large conventions a year is feasible. We may have to add in more events, or I might have to open up to commissions again. Or, we might have to put in a better effort to market our books, and finish the one that is in the works.
I did add a page to this site for e-book design services.
As always, we continue on. February is the shortest month and we’re making the most of it that we can. I’ll keep updating our monetary progress as the year unwinds.
We’re a month into the grand plan. December being fairly low key, with only one semi-disaster, I feel we got a decent baseline on income potential outside of conventions. The following is our net income from our creative efforts in December:
|Survey Gift Cards
The Etsy sales are pretty self-explanatory. The majority of that revenue went to paying for the new cutting table and a cutting mat.
The Amazon royalties come from two books Stephan and I wrote and self-published a couple of years ago. We never did any sort of promotion for them, and they usually net us a couple of bucks a month. Our goal up until this point has been to get enough in royalties to pay for a bottle or two of wine. Maybe 2015 will see that goal reached.
The gift cards come from doing online surveys. They don’t really count as coming from our creative endeavors, but I include them anyway. They are helpful in getting supplies (like the 1 lb of dice we bought for Midwinter). And we are stocking them up for birthday gifts and perhaps the fourth season of Game of Thrones when it comes out in February.
It’s clear that our income is going to come from various sources. There’s not going to be a single paycheck every two weeks. As the months go on we’ll be adding more revenue channels: Amazon Affiliate links, an Etsy store for Stephan, e-book design services from me, perhaps even a Patreon account. We will make every little bit count. And I will keep chronicling our revenue.